School's out. No more Michala for an ENTIRE summer. FInals were easy, the two I weren't excused from. I gat my drivers permit, finally. But, my father won't hardly let me drive out of the neighborhood. I went to see Pirates of the Carribian: At Worlds End and let me just say,
Elizabeth Swan PWNS.
She's officially on my, like, top five list of favorite movie characters EVER. I love her. If you haven't seen the movie, GO SEE IT. I think it's the best of the three.

a Fleur/Hermione Fanfic I wrote a while back. it's not that good, but whatever.

title: You Win
pairing: Fleur/Hermione
rating: pg

( Fine, you win. )

Midterm week passed. Big test, no time to study.Not that I would study, if I had the time.
exam grades
Music Appreciation-100
World History-98
Algebra 1B-91
Biology CP-91

The chess team went to county championships and state. I won a Trophy. But only because the other teams didn't have enough players so I won by default. And at state I got screwed and had to play the best players from the best teams.

I went to the library the other day, and guess who was there. Michala. She sat at the computer across from me. I don't think she was able to figure out how to sign in though. I wanted to help her, it's kind of hard when her being around me makes me unable to speak almost. I had a dream about her. She's even quiet in my dreams. I like it when she wears her hair down. She wears it up a lot, and, of course, she STILL looks amazing when it's up, but when it's down...words can't even describe it. And it occurred to me a few days ago that she's not the "normal" pretty. SOme may not think she's as pretty as I think, but something about her...I just love it.

I have this constant paranoia that everyone really doesn't like me. and talks about me behind my back. It's driving me insane. I have NO self confidence.

so, I was looking through Photobucket when...
( hotness click here )

Mardi Gras is over. FINALLY, It's a really big holiday down here, we get two days out from school. There's a parade every night almost. That puts me in a bad position, all of my friends love Mardi Gras, but I hate it. I don't see what they love about it, you scream extremely loud to have drunk middle aged people throw plastic bead necklaces, cheap toys that break before you catch them and moon pies that you can buy at the grocery store. Sounds fun. not. You have old people from up north flock down in the hundreds in their huge RVs, major migraines from the noise, people beating you up over cheap trinkets, and getting pegged in the head with beads (I have a bruise from them). I don't like it, but i go through it for the sake of my friends enjoyment anyway.
On another note, I've figured out who Michala reminds me of.
Fleur Delacour.
She just reminds me of her for some reason and not as in she looks like fluer in the movie, but how you'd imagine her in your head. It's like this girl at church (she's one of the very few reasons i GO to church) that reminds me of Hermione Granger, but she doesn't look like her from the movies.
Yet another note, my progress report came in.
Music appreciation- 99
World History- 100
Algebra 1B- 94
Biology CP- 84
I wish I could be the Hermione to Michala's Fleur (or whatever smart chick/fluer femslash pairing you support. which should totally be Hermione/Fleur cause they rock together).

I got a new haircut.
It's too short. Oh, well.

New semester at school. I got stuck in the idiot math class.
Teacher: (shows map)...so to get to Greenland from Flordia, you-
Lawren: which ones Greenland?
Teacher:This one. As I was saying-
Katie: Which one's Flordia?
me: *headdesk*
I mean, we live in south Alabama, RIGHT NEXT TO FLORDIA.
And that's just the beginning.
My Music Appreciation class is relativly entertaining. Except when the sub tortures us wth 30 Minutes of Ronda (sp? whatever.) by the Beach Boys.

No classes with Michala, but she does have my lunch wave.
So I'll be sitting inside more often during lunch.
And cross country conditioning started up. So I can see her in Shorts after school while I wait for my ride.

...

I sound like a stalker. I'm not, just fascinated by her.

question:

if your not really related by blood to your cousin (i'm adopted), is it ok to have a crush on her?


I have crushes on too many people (5, not counting Michala). Maybe it's a hormone thing, I don't know.

and just to vent, i hate,hate,hate,HATE my father.
a lot.

Seriously, I had the WORST karma a few days ago, I don't know WHAT I did.
First, I kicked a kickball RIGHT into the face of Sam's BEST FRIEND. Almost knocked down my (really hot) teacher, who i like a lot, then, i get OWNED by the chess team, which I happen to be on. AND my names misspelled on the bullitin board for the chess team. And it's homecoming, and I have nothing to do.

My English teacher moved Michala's seat.
To right behind me.
My teacher's trying to torture me, I know it. Just HAVING Michala that close for over an hour all week is driving me insane. Is this getting weird? I don't know, I've never felt this. Then, Sam, my OTHER crush, is the only one who can get me out in softball. Is that some kind of sign or something? I don't know. Right now, I don't know if karma is working for, or against me.
Hopefully for.

Well, I have yet to decide what foriegn language to take for the credit I need. Unfortunantly, we only have french and spanish. Spanish is the easiest class, and m friend that has french says it's real boring.
But, if I take french, I won't have to find a translator site each tme I read a fanfiction with Fluer in it. And considering one of my favorite pairings is Fluer/Hermione, that's A LOT.